Scavengers always scavenge this tiny mind sophisticatedly, feels like you are bounded by these; nonetheless, it is so complex to account for “these”. However, you realize this is an inherent capability. Oh, is this a catastrophe? or what do you think of this? Being under this circumstance is not that easy. you’re always blaming yourself, screwing up things for being haunted by these. In addition, saints and sinners are having much complicated conversations. Hence, this person sort of appeals to herself if she’s not sufficient.
Devastating this is not an exact thing. I mean, yes it would be precise but ruining something into you is not like a piece of cake. you stuck monotonously even if it will bring a good thing as a result. You’ve been attempting many ways just to perceive yourself as who you are, you’ve been disoriented in the wrong ways (comparing) just to accept who you are, and you’ve been getting overwhelming situations just to tackle this piece of life.
What a good time to go back to your toddler age while you’re only playing on the manicured lawn, laughing slightly with surroundings and just having a safe place under your maternal and paternal instinct; but you know time flew rapidly and you are not in a fantasy world who can explore time only with a time machine.
You have been realizing all you need to do is just perceive how this world has into you. Rambling on just makes everything messed up. You know what to do to make this perfect. Then, believe what your saints say back. Bury yourself in this is the precise action to act. Yet, she knows how it works, (high intentions-overwhelming-unsufficient-disappoint) Repeated. But, you know the inherent characteristic of humans is sometimes not always into what the saints say and it’s fine. At least, you put back to the way of thinking until seeing that repetition again.
It is who you are and you are astonishingly not a disaster for yourself. Don’t push yourself too hard. You are more than enough.
